The Story Behind
I intended to cook fettucine for dinner, so I browse to www.taste.com.au and found the recipe of mushroom fettucine. Having only some fussili and tuna instead of fettucine and mushroom, I modified the recipes to create a suitable meal. Yumyum, the taste is still yummy 
Hehehehe.. u may find that the title above is adopting an old-but-beautiful song, “Have I told you lately that I love you”. I think this is one of the favourite songs of rie.
Yesterday was Mother’s day. December 22 rite? # Mashi had sent me a message to me, congrats me bout this and blowed a wish that one day I will be a good mother. Amien.
Then the day just passed away. I’d just realised that I haven’t sent a greeting to my mum! So I grabbed my mobile, thought some words and typed them down. Here they are :
A friend of mine buzzed my chat box this morning. He told me that he was offered a job on a company [which I would said quite prestigious and a cool place to work in] in Jakarta. After couple of lines of greet and “what’s up” stuff, we get to a point in which I feel he’s better than me. See, he’s been offered a job, a perfect-final-project researcher (CMIIW for this weirdo vocab :p ). However, he didn’t agree and insisted to put himself low. Hey, how come..??
This is not the first time we argue bout this. I think, he and many other people overestimate me. I am not that fabulous, guys 
I know myself, it’s all bout the label. Label A, B, B1, B12, C (hey, it sounds like vitamins rite 
) You thought I am that good because you only concern on label. It’s just the label that attached in me. I am just an ordinary one, not even better than you.
Chance lead people to the labels, and God has arranged it all..
Anyway, I always want to do this. I have some people that I admit. They are gorgeous, smart and wonderful person. Oh.. I am nothing compared to them. I will list it out here. I wont make it like a ranking, and mohon maap bagi yang tidak berkenan
*to be continued*
While standing under the shower, my mind often travel outtawhere. Beside my regular online chat with my friends, I used to have a conversation with the soul inside my mind. This is what I got from this morning’s shower :
I started from the past,
living in the present
to shape the future.but there’s something in my head
I think I’m too engaged with my past,
then I could not tune in to my present.I need something,
something to live my life.
Yes I was thinkin about something. What should I do to get the most from my current condition? Should I release every memories behind to move forward?
Good at that time; I followed-up my mind to Mbak Lucia [gosh, it's almost 5 months since my last panic-email ] . So I wrote things down, hoping that she would give me some idea.
Unfortunately, couple of minutes ago I received her automatic email reply. She’s out of office from December 20. Well, surely.. everyone’s on Christmast holiday.. She shall be back after January the 1st. Wish that I emailed her yesterday.. But, yeah .. at least I’ve responded my mind fast at this time
